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MOTHER'S SELF​-​RISING

by Jeannie Caryn

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1.
Mannequin Song I’m a silver mannequin With a sale sign on my breasts I’m in the store window Without a dress. And I feel envy, Like the store meant you to Do you, Do you? And I have wicked eyes They’re following you But I know my identity Like most of you don’t Know what I will do And what I won’t I know what I believe in I know what I want Do you, Do you? And I see it with my wicked eyes If I could just move Cause I have wicked eyes Lookin’ at you Wicked eyes Ya know they’re true I have wicked eyes Can’t break this glass Wicked eyes, I’m workin’ my ass off For wicked eyes They see through your soul Like a store window Cause I don’t have my own For my wicked eyes For my wicked eyes For my wicked eyes And I want my own, soul And mannequins We’re always so cold But I’m warm in my dreams Where I’ll never grow old And I like lying here Naked with you We’re locked in our bedroom We do what we do And you look at me with those wicked eyes I’m looking back at you Wicked eyes Ya know they’re true I have wicked eyes Can’t break this glass Wicked eyes I’m workin’ my ass off For wicked eyes They see through your soul Like a store window Cause I don’t have my own For my wicked eyes For my wicked eyes For my wicked eyes And I want my own, soul But I’m locked inside this window And I see everything But that doesn’t matter Cause I can’t change a thing Some day it will shatter I’ll follow you out You’ll look in my eyes And imprison my doubts Cause I have wicked eyes Lookin’ at you Wicked eyes Ya know they’re true I have wicked eyes Can’t break this glass Wicked eyes I’m workin’ my ass off For wicked eyes They see through your soul Like a store window Cause I don’t have my own For my wicked eyes For my wicked eyes For my wicked eyes And I want my own, soul
2.
Hey Baby (The Hayloft Song) (Ooos) (Baby I love you, Oh Summertime, Oh Summertime) Do you remember, the way up to Helen Will you remember, your way back home Do you remember, those sweet nights in the Hayloft Sippin’ on whiskey, dancin’ all night long And singin’, Hey Baby, Hey Baby, Hey Baby Maybe I wantcha Singin’ Hey Baby, Maybe I love you Ooos Do you remember me sittin’ on your knee Kissin’ your cheek just like a little tease Do you remember, givin’ me a squeeze Nibblin’ my ears, and whisperin’ to me Will you still love me tomorrow? And singin’, Hey Baby, Hey Baby, Hey Baby Maybe I wantcha Singin’ Hey Baby, Maybe I love you We’re singin’ Hey Baby, Hey Baby, Hey Baby Maybe I wantcha Singin’ Hey Baby, Maybe I love you Ooos Like those three little birds On a Battlefield of Love Singin’ only pure songs The Harley’s play along Bullfrogs are smokin’ With the Rivals laws are broken, I Strum this guitar And the fiddler plays his song Oh Summertime, Oh Summertime We take shot We steal a kiss We turn around And stomp our feet like this And shout, Baby don’t fall for me We’re singin’, Hey Baby, Hey Baby, Hey Baby Maybe I wantcha Singin’ Hey baby, Maybe I love you We’re singin’ Hey Baby, Hey Baby, Hey Baby Maybe I wantcha Singin’ Hey Baby, Maybe I love you We take shot (Hey baby) We steal a kiss (Hey baby) We turn around (Hey Baby, Maybe I want you) And stomp our feet like this (Hey baby) And shout, Baby don’t for me (Baby I love you) We close our eyes (Hey baby) We kiss again (Hey baby) We hold our breath (Hey baby, Baby I want you) And now we’re fallin’ in love (Baby I love you) (Baby I love you) (Oh Summertime Oh Summertime) Ooos (3 little birds on a battlefield of love) (Singin’ only pure songs while the Harley’s sing along) (Oh Summertime Oh Summertime) We’re singin’, Hey Baby, (Bullfrogs are smokin) Hey Baby, Hey Baby (with their Rivals laws are broken) Maybe I wantcha (I strum this guitar, fiddler plays his song) Singin’ Hey Baby, Maybe I love you Maybe I love you
3.
Just Like the Movies Down in Washington, Georgia, they say grace before each meal From eternity to eternity, you can hear it in the hills Cows graze near the highway, sun sets through the trees And the ice cream store sells smiles, any flavor that you please Houses are all made of brick, surrounded by tall pines Think I’m gonna stay here for awhile Out at Sunday dinner, in the diner on the square Gentlemen stand proper when she returns to hold her chair And when old Billy passed away everyone was truly down So they celebrated who he was, a member of their town They raised a shot of whiskey, and praised the Lord above For all the time they had here with him, and lessons learned in love Think I’m gonna stay here for awhile Cause it’s just like the movies With Rhett Butler and Scarlet In a dress I’d love to wear Coming down those long steep stairs And everybody knows your name Cause the town just stays the same And the deer come out to greet you, if you try to drive a mile Think I’m gonna stay here for awhile On the Fourth of July, while the fireworks explode Town band plays our favorite songs so we can dance while we grow old Underneath the stars that night, Johnny gives Mary his ring Now would Washington be southern if we didn’t do these things Down in Washington, Georgia, life is good here everyday So pines can travel out on 18 wheels to get away Think I’ll stay around here for awhile Cause it’s just like the movies With Rhett Butler and Scarlet In a dress I’d love to wear Coming down those long steep stairs And everybody knows your name Cause the town just stays the same And the deer come out to greet you if you try to drive a mile Think I’m gonna stay here for awhile Give this life a try (Just like the movies) (Just like the movies) (Just like the movies) Cause it’s just like the movies With Rhett Butler and Scarlet In a dress I’d love to wear Coming down those long steep stairs And everybody knows your name (Everybody knows your name) Cause the town just stays the same And the deer come out to greet you if you try to drive a mile Think I’m gonna stay here for awhile (Just like the movies) Give this life a try, (Just like the movies) Stay here for awhile, (Just like the movies) Give this live a try Stay here for awhile, (Just like the movies) Give this life a try Oh I think I’ll stay awhile
4.
Don't Think 03:42
Dont’ Think You’re pretty eyes kept me safe from the pain Kept me warm and so dry From the rain in my mind But now that you’re gone I stand on my own I know it’s just better If I don’t think at all So don’t think, Tomorrow will be better (Don’t think) And don’t think, Cause only right now matters (Don’t think) And don’t think, Simply just do what you can To love who I am And don’t think, don’t think at all (Don’t think at all) I’m staring out the window Sunday morning Your breath on my neck body so warm against mine Life’s goin’ my way, and I hope it can last But I’m livin’ for today, never lookin’ back So don’t think, (Don’t Think) Tomorrow will be better And don’t think, (Don’t Think) Cause only right now matters And don’t think, (Don’t Think) Simply just do what you can To love who I am (love who I am) And don’t think, don’t think at all (Don’t Think, Don’t Think, Don’t Think, Don’t Think) There was a time when I’d cry (Cry) myself to sleep every night (Night) In bed every day with the sun (Sun) (Cause thinkin’ was) Cause thinkin’ was (cause thinkin’ was) my enemy (my enemy) And I let it get, (Let it get) the best of me (the best of me) Til I learned to shut off And not think at all (Cause only right now matters) (Don’t Think) Don’t think, Tomorrow will be better And don’t think, (Don’t think) Cause only right now matters And don’t think, (Don’t Think) Simply just do what you can (do what you can) To love who I am (Love who I am) And don’t think, don’t think at all (Don’t Think) (Don’t Think) Don’t think at all, (Don’t Think) (Don’t Think)Don’t think at all, (Don’t Think) Don’t think at all (Don’t think) Don’t Think at all (Don’t Think) (Don’t think at all)
5.
Missin' You 03:38
Missin’ You When you were here Life was as full as the moon But like every good thing It ended too soon And I'm missin’ you And I'm cryin’, I'm sighin’ Deep inside Feels like I'm dyin’ Cause I'm missing you so Don't know how we let go But here I stand all alone, missin’ you When you were here Life was bright as the sun But like a summer’s endin’ The winter has come And I'm missin’ you And I'm cryin’, I'm sighin’ Deep inside Feels like I'm dyin’ Cause I'm missin’ you so Don't know how we let go But here I stand all alone, Missin’ you And I don't know why For as hard as we tried We just couldn't make it last And I’m hatin’ these days And hatin’ these nights And hatin’ how our time has past And I'm cryin’, (cryin’) I'm sighin’ (sighin’) Deep inside Feels like I'm dyin’ Cause I'm missin’ you so Don't know how we let go But here I stand all alone, Missin’ you (Missin’ you so, how we let go) Missin’ you (Missin’ you so, how we let go) Missin’ you (Missin’ you, Missin’ you) Missin’ you
6.
Remedy 03:22
Remedy There are many ways to cheat on your lover And honey you’re still cheatin’ on me And now that our magic is over It’s only a wizard I see But you’ve enchanted my heart I’m still under your spell I’m trying hard to find a remedy Cause I know I’m better off Without a wizard in my heart Anyway, you’re done cheatin’ me And you never showed me your true heart Always pretendin’ to be what you’re not And now that I see through your smoke screen I know I’m better off with us apart But you’ve enchanted my heart I’m still under your spell I’m trying hard to find a remedy Cause I know I’m better off Without a wizard in my heart Anyway, you’re done cheatin’ me You can never be true With a heart faded blue You’re no wizard of magic and arts You’re just a man Whose broken my heart But you’ve enchanted my heart I’m still under your spell I’m trying hard to find a remedy Cause I know I’m better off Without a wizard in my heart (anyway, you’re done cheatin’ me) Anyway, you’re done cheatin’ me Anyway, you’re done cheatin’ me
7.
Dear Kiefer 03:50
Dear Kiefer Dear Kiefer Thank you for your gift of grace Dear Kiefer Thank you for that time you made my heart feel safe Dear Kiefer, (Dear Kiefer) thank you for showin’ me the way Now you don’t know me But you helped me escape for 24 hours of peace Yeah I found you (Yeah I found you) When I needed somethin’ new and some release Somethin’ to make it through my days Make all of that pain just go away, For 24 hours at least So Dear Kiefer Thank you for your gift of grace Dear Kiefer Thank you for that time you made my heart feel safe Dear Kiefer, (Dear Kiefer) thank you for showin’ me the way Now I see you Sitting there with that smoke ring ‘round your face Guitar by your side, Shot of whiskey just ready to taste All those tattoos on your arms, And scars deep in your heart And true sultry eyes that admit You’ve enjoyed all your mistakes Now you’re just livin’ large Livin’ on the road Traveling around the world With everywhere to go You’ve got no time to waste No regrets unless you hesitate Followin’ your heart each and every day And you’re still showin’ me the way So Dear Kiefer, Thank you for your gift of grace Dear Kiefer Thank you for the time you made my heart feel safe Dear Kiefer, (Dear Kiefer) Thank you for showin’ me the way (For 24 hours at least) Yeah Dear Kiefer, (Dear Kiefer) Thank you for showin’ me the way
8.
Freak Show 02:47
Freak Show You might be tough, but you don’t know who you are They talk about my mamma and they talk about my hair Doesn’t even matter, cuz I don’t even care I know who I am and I don’t get mad They always talk trash, and here’s what they said: You’re a freak show, You’re a freak show, Yeah, you’re a freak show, You’re a freak show, No matter where you go, Yeah, you’re a freak show I walked into the church, they’re all starin’ at me They must’ve never seen a freak, not hard to believe Don’t know what I said or what I did or why it was But I heard the voice from the man up above, Say you’re a freak show, You’re a freak show, Yeah you’re a freak show (freak show) You’re a freak show NO matter where you go, Yeah, you’re a freak show (freak show) You make me wanna throw up Can’t do anything right This is what they said When I showed up that night So I turned around, No need to be there But they followed me out, And here’s what they said You’re a freak show, You’re a freak show, You’re a freak show, (freak show) You’re a freak show, No matter where you go, Yeah, you’re a freak show (freak show) Now I’m sitting on the street, you honk your horn at me Like you wanna start a fight, for all to see With a bat in your hand you jump out of your car But I just laugh at you, and keep playin’ my guitar Cause you might be tough, but you don’t know who you are But I’m a freak show, I’m a freak show, Yeah, I’m a freak show, (freak show) I’m a freak show, No matter where I go, Yeah, I’m a freak show (freak show) I’m a freak show, I’m a freak show, Yeah, I’m a freak show, (you might be tough but you don’t know who you are) I’m a freak show, No matter where I go, I’m a freak show
9.
Blizzard 03:43
Blizzard Grey skies remind me It’s a chill that still remains Lookin’ out my window I can feel it in my veins Nose pressed against the glass Watchin’ snowflakes fall Time froze still the day you left Still numb from it all Snowflakes fall and I’m reminded of your face Snowflakes fall I’m so damn lost in this place Since you left my heart’s just a blizzard inside Wish you’d find your way back home Snow’s fallin’ tonight Close my eyes Just for a second I am there Funny how this memory invades my head without a care Touch of yesterday’s just a memory for the song The season has changed And life just goes on Snowflakes fall and I’m reminded of your face Snowflakes fall I’m so damn lost in this place Since you left my heart’s just a blizzard inside Wish you’d find your way back home Snow’s fallin’ tonight Time melts like snowflakes So does love when it gets burned Windows fog waitin’ for your lover to return But if I could be a snowflake I’d fall on you again I miss you my love, I miss you my friend Snowflakes fall and I’m reminded of your face Snowflakes fall I’m so damn lost in this place Since you left my heart’s just a blizzard inside Wish you’d find your way back home Snow’s fallin’ tonight Snow’s fallin’ tonight Snow’s fallin’ tonight
10.
New Memories 04:17
New Memories Maybe I’m dumb Or maybe I’m numb I just can’t think anymore Baby it’s gone All that’s left is this song And some whiskey I’m ready to pour But I’ll be alright I gave my all to this fight Now I have peace in my life And I’ll be okay Now that you’re out of my way Tomorrow’s a brand new day And I’ve got new memories to make I walked in on you And the new plans you made Without me in your heart or your mind I walked back outside So you wouldn’t see me cry You’re just not worth any of my time And I’ll be alright I gave my all to this fight Now I have peace in my life And I’ll be okay Now that you’re out of my way Tomorrow’s a brand new day And I’ve got new memories to make Remember the beach Where we both were so free Drinkin’ whiskey and tequila for fun Remember the reach Of your arms around me A fantasy life in the sun But now the rain has come But I’ll be alright I gave my all to this fight Now I have peace in my life And I’ll be okay Now that you’re out of my way Tomorrow’s a brand new day And I’ll be alright I gave my all to this fight Now I have peace in my life And I’ll be okay Now that you’re out of my way Tomorrow’s a brand new day And I’ve got new memories to make Got new memories to make Got new memories to make I’ve got new memories to make Got new memories to make New memories to make I’ve got new memories to make Got new memories to make I’ve got new memories to make Got new memories to make I’ve got new memories to make

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MOTHER'S SELF- RISING, Jeannie Caryn's first album, is a collection of ten songs that reflect poignant moments in her life as a songwriter over a ten year period while raising two great kids.

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released February 4, 2021

All songs written by Jeannie Caryn
All Vocals - Jeannie Caryn
Acoustic Guitar - Jeannie Caryn
Acoustic Guitar, Guitar, Bass, Piano, Instrumental - Larry Mitchell
Acoustic Guitar (Mannequin Song) - Wade Allen
Clapping - Wade Allen, Katie Martin, Larry Mitchell, Jeannie Caryn
All Songs Recorded, produced, mastered by Larry Mitchell, The Chocolate Room Studio

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Jeannie Caryn found her way to her guitar as a means of escape. Raised in “Sin City,” Las Vegas, Nevada, she longed for something other than gambling, neon, or plastic to which she could surrender her soul. She is driven by her passion to capture and celebrate the human experience and make authentic connections through story and song. Someday, she'd love to see her name glowing in neon lights. ... more

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